hawkelf: (Nigel)
*taps mic* This thing on?

Let's try one more time on this. I've missed the LJ format of being able to post pretty much since I left that platform, over a decade ago, and yet I never managed to transition to over here. Never really tried very hard. But I talk less and less to people, I post less and less to places, I end up being less and less visible to the world.

Which isn't necessarily bad. If it's a choice. But I don't like that it's not feeling like a choice, that it feels based in fear and anxiety. It feels like being house-bound did, only on the internet.

So. Here, in this quiet place, I want to see if I can get back some of that use-of-voice. Not in a miracle, New Years Resolution kind of way. In a, I've been thinking about this for a few years, maybe I'm in a time and place I can see if it works.

(And battling my isolation online is less dependent on my physical health than in-person.)

I may not post again for another seven, eight years (seems to be the pattern here), but maybe I will.

Time to try.

Also, I need to start recording my migraines somewhere. Even if I just do that for a while, here, that's a win.

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